What a joke

So I have to be careful what I write now because of this whole thing with custoday and what not, like this is like my journal but no can't be as specific so here fine I will try not to be.

OK so I totally get a text message saying that I am verbally abusive towards my daughter's father, come again? Right me? I forgot its always me he NEVER does anything. And actually the ironic part about this is the day they are talking about ha, was not even my fault. I was out for 45 min just 45 min when I get a call and I was a bit mad and snappy yes. But than he starting yelling at me and it turned into a yelling match so anyways basically I hung up and he called me back every like 30 secs not joke and finally i just kinda chewed him out and when i got to his house to pick up Bella he wanted to talk and i kept saying no no alyssa is here and in the car when Bella was there he was trying to do it again but i said no. but no his mother thinks it was just me bitching at him but it wasnt thats a lie! she god doesnt know that pisses me off to no end and now im just mad and a lawyer is gonna cost like 800 and i dont have that type of money but i have to do it.......

god i am so mad about this whole thing!!!!!